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This week I’ve been thinking and writing about home, as well as the idea of self-sufficiency. Home is certainly a space that serves a utilitarian purpose: a place to sleep, a shelter from the elements, a piece of land for growing food.
But the concept of “home” encompasses far more than the practical. There is a distinct difference, both aesthetically and spiritually, between a cookie-cutter, white-washed apartment complex flophouse and a home. Anyone who has moved out of such a space, only to move back into one, realizes how depressing such places are.
Naturally, many enterprising and decorative sorts have turned divorced dad domiciles into homey spaces. For many people, especially young people, such complexes are necessary, and I don’t mean to demean anyone living in one (I lived in such a place, once, and it suited my needs at twenty-two; it would be a nightmare for me now). But it’s those little decorative touches that really help bring a home to life.
I’m not much for decorating myself, but while washing my dishes, I was contemplating some of the odds and ends I have over the sink. My kitchen sink has a window over it, facing into my mudroom, which ages ago was a screened-in back porch. Now the mudroom is closed in, but the window remains. On the sill I keep a number of little figurines—bric-a-brac: some unpainted plastic Chaos Marine miniatures from Warhammer 40K; an Energizer Bunny sticker dispenser; a pewter figurine of an Imperial Ordinator from The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind; a folk-art figurine made from nuts, bolts, and washers, holding a sign that reads, “Visit Stone Mountain”; a little Jack O’Lantern stress ball; and an icon of St. Thomas Aquinas, a gift from an aggressively Catholic colleague.
What I realized is that these little figurines aren’t just the nerdy detritus of my youth, accumulated on my kitchen windowsill; they’re fun little expressions of home—and of liberty.